So here I go...

I guess this is kind of like journal keeping for the 21st century, huh? I just always feel like I have a lot to say and no one to listen, so hopefully this will change all that. I've been struggling these last 2 months with juggling 2 jobs, kids, pets, hubby and house. I'm constantly sick(fever, achy, runny nose, etc) and always feel like I could sleep for days. I know that I take on too much, but I have this need to be constantly busy to try to forget about my problems. Once the house is done and it's a place I can be comfortably I think I will have an easier time relaxing, but for now I just have to keep moving. There are so many things I want and NEED to do, but the clutter and confusion in the house is making it so hard for me. Everyone I love is feeling it to... Joe constantly complains how I'm never around, never spend time with him, always busy... When, in fact, I am trying to stay out of his way so he can get something done already! Things are so crazy with family right now, people are sick, I mean really sick. I feel somewhat ignored and I hate feeling that way. I know life can't be perfect all the time, but does it have to suck this much, right now?